It's So Hard

It's so hard... To do what I do For me to get through Trying time after time To free up my mind To be me in this day and age That's why I writing this page. I wish someone would lift me up and turn my heart around. It's so heavily bound. I can no longer stand the pain. I can't stand the rain. It's so hard... To do what I do For me to get through Just to be me Just to be C To please everyone To get the job done. I'll just keep trying as I always do. I'll keep trying to get through, This whole nasty mess. This awful unrest. And when I do the whole world will know. Because I will be able to go, And do all the things that I long for. And live happily forever more. It's just so hard.

It Was You

It was you that came to my house last night. All that noise caused such an ugly sight. You told everyone all those lies. You made me want to cry. You dogged everyone out. You made everyone doubt. You sure caused a lot of trouble, More than you're really worth. Stop treating people like they are dirt.

Love's Taking Its Tole

Love's taking its tole on me. And I have many regrets. Is this as good as it gets? No love affair is worthy to be mentioned. There is not a one, there is no retention. I am tired of endless relationships that go no where. My heart hurts and my eyes can no longer shed a tear. Love's taking its tole on me. And I haven't a clue. Just tell me, what am I to do? There is not so much as a simple hi. But there are many good byes. Love's taking its tole on me.

This is My Life (Please Let Me Live)

I'm absolutely positive, this is my life, please let me live. I'm tired of you telling me what to do. I just really wish that you could understand. I don't need you to hold me hand. I've grown up if you'd like to see. Just take a look at me. I have changed and so has my look. My body's changed, but I still don't cook. I'm just asking for a little space. Just let me run my own life's race.

What Are You Doing To Me?

What are you doing to me? Because you really got me going. I'm going out of my mind, are you a waste of time? What are you doing to me? Give me your answer now, for tomorrow I may not feel the same. You said you needed a little more time. Time is running out. Make up your mind! What are you doing to me? Don't say you love me when you hate me. Just tell me it's me you want. Cause I will leave if you don't.

With the Sickness

With the sickness... You can't go many places. You can't see many faces. You can't have a party. You're not well, hardly. Just discussing life's dilemmas and all. You know you can't go to the mall. You can't see your friends. You day seems to never end. You get bored beyond repair. You often need more air. You really don't have any fun. You can't even run. You don't have much to say. You could upchuck and you may.

Singing

I'd like to write a song that the whole world could sing. I'd like to write a song that would cause bells to ring. But for now I'm stuck with writing songs that only I can sing. One day though the whole world will sing. The world will sing, a song I write. I should get started now, before the fall of night.

Parents

We all have them in our lives. We all need them to help us cope with strife. We all need them to give us love. We also need them to give us hugs. We should give thanks God above. We all should be thankful for their love.

Quiet Time

Silence, no more noise please. Noise, something of a disease. Cats purring Cars turning Bells clanging Butter churning Dogs barking Trash cans banging Babies crying Lane changing Fish frying Beans burning Kids fussing Stomachs turning. Quiet time please.

She Said, "I Love You."

It was such a special moment. Now that I think about it. It seems very scary, that strange event. I was really feeling rotten that day. Lower than low, I must say. I just went over to say a long hi. Then an even shorter goodbye. She looked up at me with those longing, sad eyes. And said, “Yes, I do love you.” I just stood there for awhile. Then my face smiled a wonderful smile. I almost started to cry. Because some elderly lady, who half of the time did not know whether she was coming or going said, “I love you.” I will never for that day. It is embedded in my memory forever to stay. All because she said, “I love you.” “…Be careful, for some have entertained angels unaware."

She's A Honey

Girlie's fine. You know that's true. Girlie look good. What do I do? She's a honey. Finer than new money. She's a honey. Candy-coated chocolate bunny. She's sweet. So petite. A small brown frame that's headed for fame. Pretty brown eyes you the make me cry. She's a honey. And it ain't funny. Hey, boy, I know you talking about me.